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Poem: Touching Hand

When I was little a hand used to
touch me
And I couldn’t run

I grew up afraid of the dark
Scared of being alone
But I was fragile and little
And I couldn’t run

My uncle used to visit us
He hugged me and took me away
from mum
He cut dry banana leaves and asked
me to lie down
And I couldn’t run

I was afraid of my uncle
I didn’t want to sleep with him
And I never spoke to anyone
And I couldn’t run

At school, I was a shy and lonely child
I was afraid of the teachers
And bigger boys in my class
And I couldn’t run

I never saw my uncle again
Then I started to run
I ran free in my dreams
And I learnt to run away from my life

At last I knew how to run
But I couldn’t run away from my past

I am now again afraid, alone and fragile like a child
I am now inside a cell where it is forbidden to run
I am now paying the price for losing
a race
Trying to get away from the touching
hand.

by Carlos Gutierrez

 

Poem taken from issue 14 of theRecord.

A window of opportunity

Interview with Christopher Syrus

Chris Syrus is a young man on a mission. Raised in south London, he has spent time in prison, convicted at the age of 24. During his time in an open prison, Chris used every opportunity he could lay his hands on to turn his life around, securing employment before release. This role was in personal development and has resulted in Chris undertaking many projects, having a poetry book published, looking after his family and concentrating on an area that needs people like him – motivated, driven and dedicated. Chris highlights the point very clearly that he wants to make to young people. While his mission is to reduce youth offending, he concentrates on tackling an increasing problem in today’s society. What do we do with the current youth offending population? Where do these people go, after conviction? Who takes care of them? Who mentors them on to a path of leading a normal life? Chris has cornered a market that looks at this. That finds a chink in the armour where people who have little or no insight, into what is an increasing problem, and facilitates programmes on a section of society that is rife, yet huddled away in the eyes of the public. He gives them what he found beneficial to him, serving as a prisoner. We hear often, “If I could bottle this and give it to you, I would”. Well, Chris has bottled his own experiences and is handing those bottles over to young offenders, to young people and handing them a brighter future.

During his time in prison, Chris centred his thoughts on utilizing all thatwas on offer. During his time he studied Psychology with the Open University, he completed an NVQ in Advice and Guidance, 7303 Teacher Training and Goals for Young People facilitation. In 2008 he was awarded the Learning Skills Council “Achieving Against the Odds” award. He is the author of the book of poetry, titled LoveLife6958, his allocated prisoner number, which transcribes his progression from his negative past towards a positive future.

On release in 2009, Chris used his acquired skills and training to start his own business, delivering workshops, which are based around arts, music and creative writing. Chris also delivers personal development skills, creative writing skills, movie making skills and the opportunity for young people to accompany him on musical tours. In the pipeline, he’s currently looking to be a Job Centre Provider. He also works in forensic units throughout the country offering his workshops to young offenders. He works actively to secure job apprenticeships for young offenders on their release from prison and young offenders institutions. As if that wasn’t enough, he continues to offer guidance and mentoring to young people for them to go on and become mentors.

In all of the above, Chris’s primary purpose is to offer young people what he benefited from and used to turn his life around. During our interview, Chris wants to make absolutely clear that there is light at the end of the tunnel for young people in the Criminal Justice System. But also, any adult cannot fail to be inspired by his achievements while in prison and his ongoing achievements since then. This is more than just offering a service to a disadvantaged section of society. It is giving young people the opportunity, under his guidance to move forward from the dark days of prison to life on the outside and to discourage re-offending. Chris also reaches out to young people, to discourage offending. Any person can attend any of his workshops. They are available to all. Chris also points out that if given a custodial sentence, young people should approach all areas of education, which was ultimately what kept Chris going through his sentence. He opens a window of opportunity for young people to go through, and move their live on from, offending, re-offending and getting off the hamster wheel of offending behaviour. He points out that offending is behavioural: change the behaviour and the risk of offending and re-offending is reduced.

His hope for the future is to show young people that there is opportunity after a conviction. Nobody can fail to see that Chris has overcome immense obstacles, in a society that discriminates against reforming offenders at whatever age. An open, willing mind and approach to how to move a life on the wrong path, to a good, solid, positive path.

Achievement and growth can only come with a willing mind, a positive approach to one’s own life. In a society where reforming offenders are often denied access routes to employment, education and a right to lead a life without offending behaviour, Chris proves, shows, and continues to offer a service that is priceless.

Taken from Issue 14

Poem: Bar None

Inside Out
Upside Down
A Mind in torment ‘hind a frown
For my neighbour
Not for me
I’m okay,
My thoughts are free.
I read,
I dream,
Recall the good
I run through fields
Hide in woods
I’m lucky
For I have a friend
Someone to have
The love I send.
That’s all I need
To stay the course
To gird my loins
Repel ill force
And with the love
That I receive
I don’t feel down
I cannot grieve
So bless my friend
For being there
We’ll hug again
Out there, somewhere.

 

by Bastian Wolf

 

 

Poem taken from issue 16 of theRecord.

Poem: An Ode to You (an ode to my friend)

No one single deed,
No moment in time
No simple descriptor
Can clearly define
No scales that could measure
Nor words that could lend could capture the essence
What makes a true friend?

A friend is a person
You know will walk in
And stand by your side
Stay through thick and thin
When there’s no one else left
’cause they’ve all turned and walked out
A friend is that one
On whom you always can count

When life throws you curve balls
That knock you askance
And trial, pain and sorrow
Are leading the dance
And shadows are casting, your world all in grey
A friend is the sunshine
Who brightens your day

A friend is that person
Who’ll always stay true
The soul from your past life
You know you once knew
He’s cried for your sorrows
He’s celebrated your joys
His music is calming gentle soothing deep voice
A god given gift
In whom which to rejoice

Thank you dear friend
For the gift that is you
The love that you giveth
Letting me love you too
You are the one person
I’m proud to call ‘Friend’

by TopCat68

 

 

Poem taken from issue 16 of theRecord.

 

It’s Just a Different Challenge

by release2succeed

So it’s Saturday evening… and back in the good old days plans would be being made for a serious session down the local followed by a decent Ruby Murray on the tramp home. Money not really an object but instead merely beer tokens and curry coins for the night. A night to be spent assessing the world’s problems and the relative qualities of any attractive lady who might walk past our table.

But hey ho, those days are gone for the moment and due to a DWP cock up I have survived the last two weeks on meagre rations with the help of the local food bank and a friend who realises that without my rolling baccy there will be a potential one man riot in my area. Some call it a luxury (love the Daily Mail) while those in the know realise a thinly rolled ciggie can be the difference between sanity and homicide!

So I make an assessment of my worldly provisions and realise, well, I’m not going to starve (thank you kind food bank people) but certain things are not supplied and are running low or non-existent. Milk is needed as is bread so it’s off to the jar of many pennies to calculate my financial buying power.

I know I have 81p in my bank account so I could go to the local Tesco and get a cheap loaf of bread on that. I also have £1.83 in pennies so I have spent the last 30 minutes working through my priorities – milk, rolling papers and maybe some cheap margarine. Now it’s off to the local Tesco to fill up their self-service machine and hope not to get too many withering glances from the queue behind as the pennies clank through the system.

Now I know that all sounds grim, and to some extent I guess it is, but in reality it’s just a different challenge from the ones I faced when I was dealing with the big boys’ world of serious money and media and organising tens of thousands of pounds to be paid, moved, invoiced and ordered across the world. A world where I had more credit cards than clean underwear and I never thought twice about blowing a couple of hundred on a night out. Nowadays life is much quieter and even in the moderate poverty of being an ex-offender on the rock and roll in GB PLC 2012, things are not so bad.

I look at my current situation now as transitional, just as I suspected the good times were also just a phase of my life even while I was enjoying them (and perhaps that’s why I enjoyed them with such fervour). We all have bad times to face in our lives and sometimes they can seem insurmountable and never-ending. This has led me and many others towards depression and despair.

However, with my meagre finances of the evening, some hot food later and a cup or ten of coffee I am rich beyond the dreams of billions of others on this planet. I am also lucky enough to have relative health (even if disabled) and dammit, just because I did something wrong and got caught a few years back, I will not let that define who I am and who I will be in the future. It’s bloody hard dragging the get up and go out of myself each day and much harder for some than for me but here are a few things:

1. If you wallow in despair and self pity they have won.

2. If you give up on yourself then so will everyone else.

3. If you have the freedom to walk out your door whenever you choose – you are free

4. If you don’t like your life, change it. No-one else will.

5. People who write lists like this one are a real pain in the arse and should just sod off down the shops!!!

All I’m trying to say is this – the fact that you are an ex-offender means you’ve already made the biggest and best decision of your life. Make some more decisions for your future and even if some of them turn out to be mistakes, you can only learn from the things you do and not the things you don’t. Take a chance on yourself – you know you deserve one!

 

Article taken from issue 16 of theRecord.

Poem: Somebody Pressed Pause

by release2succeed

I wasn’t there when it happened
so didn’t notice
the years slide by as
they moved forward
and I sat still
silent in my cell
pleasant, dry and numb
to the caterwauling wheels
of everything drifting by.
It only stings when you noticed,
I found.

When jerked to attention by some smell,
some sound,
or simply slipping from ritual,
protective and dull,
into remembrance of another man
in shadows beneath your step
reflecting no light,
little joy.

Not red or green,
but constant amber
to colour-free eyes.
That’s when the laughter and banter
retreats and recoils
into juggled regrets –
getting caught. Being dumb.

All those treasures you lost,
before being aware
and, oh yeah, now you’re aware
and, oh yeah, now how you wish.

Then you wonder, as you do, if anyone
anywhere
mentions your name
even fondly
in passing
across lacquer wood tables
in smokeless dark bars.

You wonder, you do,
under circumstances such,
if a hole still exists
and if so would you fit?
Perhaps best not to know,
perhaps better forget,
there’s a comfortable warmth
in deceit to yourself.

Still it’s times such as these,
inside,
indoors,
when your head takes a trip,
a flight,
a charabanc coach ride,
down narrowing routes
in search of your self
your then self
that ‘what’ ‘if’ ‘maybe’
self
that one you’re forgetting professionally,
but nevertheless
sometimes,
all it would take
would be something so tiny
so small
so meaningless
so everyday life;
a kindness
word
smile
thought or remembrance
as brisk as a twitch
to suggest
that the old forest still knows
and will hear should you fall.

Then someone pressed play,
or again, was it pause?

 

Poem taken from issue 18 of theRecord.

Fonesavvy

Ben Sturge

If I’m an ex why am I having a difficult time moving on?

Relationship problems you might be thinking? Well for the most part you would be correct. You see after my release from prison, like most do, I had realised my polyamorous relationship with crime and the police had run its course. After repaying my debt to society I was keen to start a new career and left prison proudly forced into wearing my badge as an ex-offender.

The problem was and still is to some extent is that despite wanting to start a new career or better myself, this label of ex-offender seems to confuse the most educated of society, they are failing to understand what EX actually means? I’m sure employers see it as a terrible disease meaning unreliable and incapable, whilst insurance brokers see it as pound signs.

Is this rehabilitation? How realistic is rehabilitation when up against this level of adversity?

With logic and morals at war I chose the challenge of the latter and applied my criminal learnings to set up a legitimate business providing a service to inmates friends and families nationwide. Fonesavvy was born to reduce the cost of calls to mobiles from prison. With the help and support of understanding organisations such as Inside Time, the high barriers of being an ex-offender soon become hurdles, good news travels fast, especially in prison and Fonesavvy is now nationwide. It’s not been easy and we are still experiencing some resistance due to a lack of understanding from HMPS.

However I’m sure on this occasion it has nothing to do with being an ex-offender and I’m faithful this will be resolved quickly and Fonesavvys benefits will be recognised. It is my hope that anyone reading this will be inspired and confident enough to believe in themselves and realise the success and satisfaction that can be achieved in the legitimate world. With the hurdles and stigma attached to being an ex-offender in a climate with already limited job prospects, employment is very difficult, what better time to become self employed and start your own business?

For more information visit www.fonesavvy.co.uk; follow Fonesavvy on Twitter @fonesavvyuk or find us on Facebook and Blackberry messenger pin 2826F945.

Article taken from Issue 18.

Re-Imagining the Use of Criminal Records in Europe

Andrew Henley

In the context of the recent, but limited, reforms to the 1974 Rehabilitation of Offenders Act in England and Wales it is worthwhile considering different approaches to criminal record data which have been taken across continental Europe. To this end, I recently attended the 6th Annual Lecture of the Scottish Centre for Crime and Justice Research at the University of Edinburgh, delivered this year by Professor Elena Larrauri from the Universitat Pompeu de Barcelona.

Professor Larrauri notes that the use of pre-employment criminal record screening has increased due largely to a culture of risk aversion and a desire by the public for increased security and protection from what formerly convicted people ‘might do’ in the future. Yet despite this expansion in screening, criminal records have received relatively little attention from academics, with the notable exception of the United States where the availability of conviction data is comparatively widespread.

The expansion of pre-employment screening produces an impact in three areas related to the regulation of criminal record data. Firstly, how much disclosure is acceptable? Do we, for instance, believe that all employers have the right to ask about criminal records or do we take the view that such information should be subject to some sort of privacy controls? Clearly the more risk averse a society becomes, the more likely it is to tend towards the former rather than the latter point of view. Secondly, is the issue of expungement time, or how long it takes for criminal records to become ‘spent’ or ‘sealed’. Again, it is easy to imagine how the length of this period will tend to be dependent upon the level of risk aversion in a society. The third issue relates to which jobs should be subject to pre-employment criminal record screening and formed the main basis of the lecture.

In continental Europe (as opposed to the UK), conviction-based employment screening has often been limited to the public sector and, in particular, roles in the administration of justice such as judges, police and prison officers. Until now little attention has been paid to blanket bans on the employment of people with previous convictions in public administration. But Professor Larrauri posed the question as to whether we should simply accept it as a given that people with a criminal record are automatically excluded from public sector roles. She notes, for instance, that an ‘automatic exclusion’ approach can expand to other roles in public administration including office clerks and ultimately even the gardener who works in the grounds of a public building. Additionally, she highlights the fact that a range of employment has increasingly become subject to forms of occupational licencing meaning that taxi drivers, nightclub door staff and even bingo hall callers have required ‘clean’ records in some jurisdictions.

In relation to private-sector employers, comparatively little information about the extent of criminal records checks is available in continental Europe. However, Professor Larrauri notes that EU directive 2011/92/EU on combating the sexual abuse and sexual exploitation of children may mark a shift in this position given that it will enable some private employers to ask about previous convictions. She noted, however, that the legislation does not give criminal records a ‘conclusive force’ (telling employers who they may not employ) but rather empowers them to ask about criminal records in some situations. Caution was also expressed that forms of screening brought in to combat sexual abuse can often open the door to screening for violent offences or for any employment which relates to the somewhat ill-defined and broad category of ‘vulnerable adults’.

In order to combat unnecessary discrimination against people with convictions who have served their sentences, two models currently exist. In the ‘spent model’ employers are legally prohibited from considering criminal records after a period of time has elapsed. The problems associated with this however, are in determining what are appropriate ‘expungement times’ and the fate of the ex-offender during this interim period whilst they wait for their conviction to become ‘spent’. In the ‘anti-discrimination model’ employers are advised that they can only exclude people where there is a ‘close nexus’ between the nature of the conviction and the type of employment being applied for – for instance, between fraud and work in the financial sector or between speeding convictions and driving jobs. The issue with this model is that it can often represent a delegation of the power to punish from the state to employers, since the exclusion from employment which results can be seen as a form of punishment in its own right.

Professor Larrauri suggests that, as an alternative to these models, the judicial and legal system should take ownership of criminal records and incorporate them into the process of delivering punishment at the point of sentencing. Given that the purpose in using criminal record data is supposed to be an attempt to reduce risk to the broader public (although it is not firmly established to what extent this data remains predictive of future offending in the long-term), this could mean the imposition of certain occupational disqualifications for an extended period following the end of a sentence. This would mean that certain people would be disqualified from specific occupations rather than all forms of employment. Additionally, such disqualifications would be based on individual assessment rather than blanket bans and would necessarily be time limited rather than indefinite. This is because bringing criminal records into the field of punishment, rather than seeing them as a ‘collateral consequence’ of a conviction, would mean that the usual legal and human rights safeguards associated with punishment (for example, Article 7 of the European Convention – ‘no punishment without law’) would then begin to apply, which currently they do not.

Article taken from Issue 18.

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